The semester ended with my crumpled body melted to the mattress, from where I did not rise until 7pm, when it was dark and cool enough to venture out for red pork noodle soup. Winter here will be cooler but nothing resembling western winters. Thais have a joke that goes like this: “We have three seasons — hot, hotter, and hottest.” We’re about to enter the hot season.
I’ve acted like a recluse for the past couple weeks, carrying out my tasks and eating many of my meals by myself — just since the end of the semester felt nearer. No, I have not sworn myself to hermitdom, nor would it be a path I could follow for very long: I’m too often comforted by voices that aren’t my own. With October off, I am going north by myself for most of the month. I’ll bounce around the province until I’ve run out of money or interest, then I’ll traipse a ragged beat back to Bangkok where my body may crumple once again thankfully into my covers, and I’ll sleep until November heralds the beginning of the second semester. Is taking my meals by myself practice for my month in solitary? Not quite. When you spend a great deal of time with a small group of people, sometimes your own company becomes easiest. There comes a point when all conversations converge into same one you’ve had already for the past six months: “my kids are crazy, I’m doing this and this on my October break, so and so has the Bangkok belly, I can’t stand rice anymore, I look tan, but that’s actually just pollution, this happened my sophomore year in college and now I’m never allowed in FAO Shwartz again.” We need new stories. October may be the solution.
My train leaves tomorrow evening at 6 pm. Oh ho, here we go.
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